Thunderduckz

I'm not, I'm not myself. I am someone else. I am frozen in time In a place I don't want to be. A faceless shadow I've become A soulless husk, I am so numb. Uncomfortable pain blazes inside As I figure out who I am. Deep down inside I know it's there. But I have to ask, I don't know where. Who am I and where do I go To finally be happy? These thoughts they battle And leave me rattled. Up and down a rollercoaster Ride I don't want to be on. It's been so long, it's hard to tell When everything was fine and would be swell. I could smile, it wasn't forced. But now it's obvious. "Are you okay?" or "What is wrong?" Happiness and peace is what I

The Agony of the Rosenkavalier So, why was Paul the only one to look back on his burning brethren? Rosenrotverse. Richard/Paul + Olli/Flake + Till/Richard + Till/Paul + Schneider/Olli + Schneider/Richard + basically everybody/everybody plus a femmeslash pairing. ===================================== I. Humanitas He lies there sheets overturned facedown on the pillows praying asking desperately thinking oh lord what have I done what have I done Paul opens his eyes and sighs. It's no use praying or asking why any more tonight. Rolling over, he stares into the wooden ceiling and wonders when everything became like this. He calls hi

„Brother Richard! Brother Richard, wake up! “ He woke up quickly when a big hand shook him, so quickly that he could still hear his own screams dying away in the first grayish morning light. He opened his eyes, grateful that Brother Christoph had taken enough pity on him and had torn him out of this terrible nightmare. He had seen the fires of hell, again. Not that he wasn’t used to dreams of purgatory, to demons feasting on the souls of sinners in a limitless plain full of spears and knives, daggers and swords surrounded by flames, and his own soul amongst them. Throughout his whole life he had seen and heard his poor sou